Hey, Strong Human!

So, Mahatma said this...Allah knows, that i have tried my best to forgive while holding on my tears.

As a sensitive and moody person, i always protecting my heart from being hurt, so i quite much not like No Action, Talk Only people, i do not like people that talk too much but non sense or not have 'fill' in the sentences nor conversation then of course i am not doing much social activity in social life as social creature. But, to survive (stay alive), i should can do this, i should face those people. As human, we should can do adaptation with any environments and meet different people, but, do not forget, you have right to be happy, you have right to rest when you feel so tired and drained, just press pause button, then, absolutely, you have right to quit these activities (Rd. quit activities NOT your life, mind it!) then go to people that care with you, remember, there is always 1 person or creatures that love you, you are loved as always.

Friends, you and me are good person, truly, it because you get what you give, what goes around comes around, if you do good then good will come to you, it's the law of attraction, that's why we have a chance to meet and crossing our path, we have conversation even so little, we can know each other, am i right?, i love you just the way you are, that's okay for being the real you with me,...i know how you feel...this is our first time to be human, we had no experience before, so, it's normal if we make mistake, i know how it feels being anxiety, depression and stress, should handling so much problems in same time, then one time have no money nor energy, you may believe it or not, you may trust me or not, but that's the reasons, that's why...that's why, i don't want to adding it to your life...if i tell you about your mistake, it because i want you to have more beautiful life than me, i don't want to see you down or continue do that then totally...being a bad person. I understand, i can feel it too. So, please give up blaming yourself or others, all of us...is only human, we are only human, we can't turn back time, but we can always solve it, improve it or...do a new start, a new beginning, a new journey, right?. I want to always cheers on you, be good friend for you, so thank you for accepting me, still being my friends and stay, thank you for your existence in my life, i really appreciate and feel grateful.

Some of you will says; "not all people understand or accept our good intention, they might hate us, say rude thing to us, do cruel things to us...", i feel it too..it (ever) happened to me too..i understand your thoughts, but, at least, if you did that, you can telling yourself that you are different from that person and you have did your best, that's enough, you did a good job, you did well...don't let cruel world make you be a bitter person, it's ok to keep distance from toxic people and environment, but, let's we do our best to spread love and kindness, let's be happy together, let's feel more alive and have peace of mind together...let's being good person, if you can't do that to stranger, at least for ourselves, families and friends together.

Conclusion :

All of us in only human, no matter what's your religion, your ethnic and who you are. We are, definitely, only human. There is a time that i couldn't accept you because i do not like your attitudes or words and there will be a time you couldn't accept me, because of my acts too. That's okay, we need time to heal, stay away or leave then give or ask apologize. It's a fact that we should face as a human, we are unique, everybody has different opinion, there will always be pro and contra, everyone has plus minus, but, that doesn't mean we should being hatred toward each other. Mind it, Peace of Mind is the main things, it will give positive vibe and energy to live this life, so, it will be a better place to make a better life as a better person to stop arguing and have silent if you are feeling so angry, feel so emotional, afterward, you may continue talk about it to find the solution together. Let's be happy! Cheer up!!!

So, have you feeling better? you may sharing your worry or story to me if you want.

Fix You

Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
'Cause you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
What could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

But high up above or down below
When you are too in love to let it show
Oh but if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Sincerely and Cheers,

Tika

Sensitif

Tidak terasa umur sudah 30-an...

Dulu waktu masih umur 20-an, kalau whatsapp di grup tidak ada yang respon pasti sedih, sensitif mulai hahaha sekarang sudah biasa saja, nothing to lose, ada yang balas bagus, tidak ada ya sudah, karena sekarang sudah berpikir, sudah mengerti dan sudah tahu bahwa semua orang punya kesibukan masing-masing.

Pernah tidak merasa sendirian karena dicuekin seperti itu? kalau saya sih pernah, sering malah tapi ya itu tadi saya akan mengulang kata-kata "semua orang punya kesibukan masing-masing, mungkin mereka lagi sibuk" sampai saya lupa dan menghilangkan rasa sedih.

OOT : gils, gue ngantuk banget sumpah, asli deh, padahal tidur ya 5 jam-an lah, harusnya cukup...ngantuk parahhh

If You're Gone

I think I've already lost you

I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
And you think I'm weak, I think you're wrong

I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
And now I'm relaxed and I can't be sure

But I think you're so mean, I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
And I think I'm scared, I think too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing

 

Reff:
If you're gone maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room but I can hardly move
And if you're gone, baby, you need to come home
'Cause there's a little bit of something me in everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need more than you mind

And I think you're so mean, I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
And I think I'm scared that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

*Back To Reff

I think you're so mean, I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
And I think I'm scared, do I talk too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing


*Back To Reff

 

What is Team Work?

In my simple answer, some people that do the same work together, who have the same goal haha :p

 

Hmm i've working for 3 years in my workplace now..we are only 7 people so if 1 of us decide to resign then we need to replace him/her soon coz no one can handle his/her job for long time..because 1 people must do some jobs at the same time 

Before i left people, i will thinking it so much first..thinking it again and again till i can't hold on it again and Allah make a way to decide it..decide to go..and yah..im the person that often overthinking..

 

I think team work or any relationship have a connection with this song..if someone decide to go..sometimes we feel sad, think too much and we just realize that how precious they are...(and sometimes it means nothing if they are bad person right?)

sometimes we really like wasting time and not appreciate what we have or people that love us until its gone..even time will heal everything but memories still stay right?

To heal myself and forget sad things i often do something and make myself busy by writing or design something even its not good but it always success make me forget anything that make me sad..so if you have time please check my shirt design in HERE (its still under construction but please check it out later).

Thank you.

Tika

MOURS

 

 

 

The Kite Runner

Saya baru saja menonton The Kite Runner setelah sekian lama saya ingin mengetahuinya tetapi entah kenapa saya malas membaca bukunya karena terlalu tebal...

Khaled Hosseini, penulis buku ini menceritakan kisah persahabatan yang sangat manis,sedih,loyal dan tragis..

Amir dan Hassan..1 anak lelaki Pushtun, 1 anak lelaki Hazara..mereka bersahabat walau amir adalah anak orang kaya dan hassan adalah anak pembantu di rumah amir..

Hassan sangat setia kepada amir dan .amir selalu ingin melakukan apa pun bersama hassan..menonton..bercerita..berlari dan bermain layangan..

Ada adegan yang saya sangat suka ketika amir menceritakan isi bukunya ke hassan "jadi setelah dia membunuh istrinya maka dia menjadi kaya raya, bagaimana menurutmu ceritaku hassan?", "amir apakah kau sudah selesai sarapannya?", "apakah kau tidak suka ceritaku?", "ada satu pertanyaan untukmu, kenapa dia harus membunuh istrinya?", "karena jika dia menangis, air matanya akan berubah menjadi mutiara", "kalau begitu kenapa tidak memotong bawang saja?","...." haaaaahhaaaaahaaaa ini logis sekali..amir pun menjadi terdiam, hassan sangat logis dan menurut saya hassan sangat cerdas karena bisa membaca arah angin saat akan memngambil layangan walau masih kecil sekali..

Amir ingin hassan jauh darinya agar tidak ada kejadian buruk lagi yang menimpa hassan karena melindunginya..karena dirinya..sedih..tapi ini cara amir melindungi hassan...seperti hassan yang selalu..selalu..selalu jujur dan sayang amir...

Duh..nulis ini aja air mata saya sudah berlinang...

Saya mengetahui tentang The Kite Runner saat saya sedang searching di google tentang mesjid terindah di dunia..dan muncullah Masjid Shah Faisal Islamabad yang mengutip cerita The kite runner, saya kutip dari republika.co.id :

''Dia sedang memandangi masjid itu. Masjid Shah Faisal berbentuk seperti tenda raksasa. Mobil-mobil datang dan pergi. Para jamaah berpakaian putih mengalir masuk dan keluar. Kami menyaksikan saat ratusan lampu dinyalakan ketika malam semakin pekat. Masjid itu berkilauan bagaikan sebongkah permata dalam kegelapan.'' (The Kite Runner, Khaled Hosseini).

Sejak membaca ini saya menjadi penasaran dengan cerita The Kite Runner dan ingin sekali berkunjung ke Masjid di Islamabad itu untuk salat dan melihat lampunya..semoga tercapai sebelum atau sesudah saya bisa salat di Masjidil Haram-Mekah Amin.

"For you, a thousand times over."

Salam Sukses,

Sartika

Love at first hiccup - If Eyes Could Speak lyric

Subhanallah yah..film ini lucu banget hahaha..sesuatu banget...wakakakaakkak...
Alhamdulillah yahhh ada yang bikin ketawa juga hahaha...
jadi film ini tentang cowok yang bernama victor, si victor (viktor yah..bukan piktor=pikiran kotor hahaha *g penting) ini suka banget sama cewek yang namanya anya..suka...banget sampai kalau lagi di depan si anya dia gak bisa ngomong apa-apa bahkan sampai cegukan padahal yang mau dia omongin tuh ada dia bilang ini penyakit 'anya-itis' hahaha tapi dia teteup keukeuh deketin si anya walau pertama-tama hanya bisa memandang dan menjaga dari jauh (uhuyyy)..well cowok ini (si devon werkheiser) dari muka sampai perilaku sweeeettttttttt banget pantesan si anya akhirnya tertarik sama ke-sweet-an cowok ini walau si vktor ini juniornya dan dia sudah punya cowok yang ok ahayyy...everything is the first time..this love is love at the first sight..(percaya gak sama atau ada love at the first sight?whatever ;) yah pokoknya...sweet banget lah..seperti salah satu film kesukaan saya 50 first dates atau pretty woman itu juga sweet bangettttt...first time is always sweet...(apa sihhhhhhhhhhhh apa dehhhhhhhhhhhh) hahahahahahhaha...........pokoknya two thumbs up lah sama ide cerita film ini..setting tempatnya juga bagus,tamannya lebih bagus dari kebun raya bogor (hahahaha maap ya Indonesiaku...)...hm ok last information..ini ending song nya..bagus liriknya..menggambarkan keadaan si viktor banget waktu deketin si anya...please read yaaa... ;D

Standing close to me close enough
To reach perfect time to tell her
But I can't even put the words together
Bevelizing eyes getting in my disguise
Can't you see me hiding?

What am I afraid of a finding?
I know what I'm thinking
But the words won't come out

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

Here we go again
Trying to pretend my hands are steady
The way she looks tonight isn't helping
Vision's getting blur, gotta calm my nerves
It's now or never
There's only one way to the answer

I know what to tell her
But the words won't come out
If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

Maybe I can finally get it right
Finally get the nerve to speak my mind
And tell you the things I can't say
And baby, I would look into your eyes
And maybe you will finally realize
Words are just words anyway

If eyes could speak
One look would say everything
About the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk

I tell you all about the way you smile
The way you laugh, the way you dress
The way your beauty leaves me breathless

If eyes could speak
I wouldn't have to talk...(kyaaaaaaaaa sweet bangetttt liriknya......norak yah saya?hahaha yang penting hepiii;)

Dikutip dari : http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/devon-werkheiser-lyrics/if-eyes-could-speak-lyrics.html
you tubenya : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4EZMBNG-CEg