Thursday, September 19, 2013

Last Sunday...

Last Sunday i am going to depok to do something important for my life and come to a mosque..in there i've meet an old man..he gaves me some advice.. ;

1. I must improve my connection with Allah (Habluminallah) and with people (Habluminannas)
2. If i read Al-Qur'an.. i must do what it says.. don't just Iqro..but also do that..DO THAT!
3. I must be honest
4. I must control my words
5. Do not precede God
6. I must know my origin, my destination then i will get the result...
7. Don't be scare..i must have a good self confidence...
8. Ask what you want..everything that you want to Allah..ask that and believe Allah will grant it..
9. I must talk..talk..talk..put out of my mind... TALK!

At that time..i couldn't say anything...i couldn't give an answer...i'm just nodding...
Actually i really wanna say to you sir.. : Sir...i'm shy..i can't talk....sir..i'm scare..i'm scare hurt people and get hurt...
i'm scare say the wrong thing...
Even in roller coaster i can't scream sir..i can't...scream sir...
I often choose silent or cry then talk what i feel...because i can't..there is no word can out from my mouth..i can't talk...

i can't talk...






i can't express myself...
this is not borderline personality disorder...
but sometimes i become so sensitive and just wanna being alone..
sometimes i wanna escape to somewhere...

Ali said..if i make someone happy..i will be happy too..
to get respect..we must give respect...
i've tried my best to give the best that i can do for them..but they usually take advantage of me..they used me for their importance...i disappointed...

No expectation..no disappointment...

but..life without hope..without expect something..it would be so...pathetic

Allah..why i often crying lately...? hah.......
Dear Allah, please keep me and my beloved ones save..health and please grant our prayer Ameen.


"Angels Brought Me Here" - Guy Sebastian

It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...


If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...


If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...


The lyric is from here


Salam Sukses,

Sartika

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