What will be..will be..

Maaf ya hari ini...saya mau sedikit berbahasa inggris..its practice hahaha sorry if my grammar soooo bad hahaha,,,

What do you think about love...? for me..love is beautiful thing but bullshit...

I read so many article recently, its about Life, Long Distance Relationship and True Love (are u believe with true love? i am still 50:50..'cause i think marriage is nightmare..love is bullshit.. hahaha) 

I am complicated person..that's why i'm so hard to trust other people even trust myself...am i know who i am..i thought i know who i am..but one day someone told me that i don't know who i am..and everybody has complicated personality too..so i become so confuse...who am i? how can i understand other people if i don't know WHO.AM.I?how...?

LOVE..i think love is respect each other..care each other..UNDERSTAND each other..so how can i love someone if i can't understand myself? how can...how stupid i am...

I am selfish and so emotional..i never wanna share my boyfriend with other girl except his mom and sister...this selfish make me so spoiled with my BF..this spoiled often make a conflict...in this conflict..usually my BF must give in..because i'm selfish, emotional and spoiled...so, who wants to be my BF if i am like this? its catch 22 situation... :p

With this personality..is it possible for me to find true love..is it possible to trust a man..is it possible to understand or love a man or get love from a man? I DON'T THINK SO...

But...

If it's meant to be, it will find it's way :) <--- Terinspirasi dari Blog Sarah Puspita

and..

God will make a way, when there seems to be no way <--- Terinpirasi dari status WA teman saya Tyas Sinaga

yeah..love will find a way..now i only can say...what will be..will be...God,i trust u...so love me please God...cause for now..i think there is no one can love me like You and my mom.

Salam Sukses,

Sartika